Hey! It's Ok

Idea taken from Amber at Airing My Dirty Laundry One Sock At A Time

To feel old. I was at my high school's graduation tonight, presenting an award, when it hit me that I graduated 10 years ago! That's a whole decade. Double digits. It's ok that I was transported back to memories of my own high school grad and wish I could go back to those last carefree days of high school.

To start to feel stressed out about this BBQ on Thursday. I invited people over and have never BBQ'd in my life. I'm not sure what I'm going to do or what I'm going to serve them. Deep breath.

To be reunited with a Summer Friend! I meet Daniel 2 summers ago when he was in town working for the summer. He didn't work last summer but he is this summer. I got a surprise call from him Saturday night saying he was in town...can't wait to spend time with him this summer!

To be uncertain about things. I'm not sure that this job is for me (just started week 3). It's not what I thought it would be. I'm not sure about some relationships in my life...where they are heading, what I'm supposed to learn, if they are supposed to end or if I'm supposed to fight to save them. I just don't know.

To be be going to see a medium on Friday because of the above mentioned. I've gone to her in the past (this will be my 4th reading from her) and she is really good. It's not so much that I want to know everything that my future holds...I just need some guidance in my life.

To be unsure how I feel about the Glass House. It's basically just like Big Brother except the walls are glass. I love Big Brother and I for sure love it more than the one episode of the Glass House that I saw...but I'm not sure if I like it or not.